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Tuesday, May 11, 2010

Memoirs of a Socialite: my HEART is tucked away in my SOCK


What does it really mean to wear ur HEART on ur sleeve? Is that a fashion statement... or is it something more? Do I wear my heart on my sleeve? What DOES THAT MEAN? Hold on.... I'mma google it. . . . . . . .


OH!!! I get it . So it just showing ur emotions. I get it. But I don't think that's me. Matter fact I'd say I was quite the opposite. I think I wear my heart in my pocket, or folded up and tucked in my sock like the last few dollars we would hang on to as kids. LOL.


Like I feel a lot, u would just never know it. There are some many thoughts and feelings that go thru my head on a regular. U have no idea. I just don't know how to show them. I guess it comes from all the shit I been thru. To be honest I'm surprised I still feel anything at all.


I've been thru a lot in this past 27 years. My life is FULL. From single parenting to abusive relationships.... I've seen more than most people ever will. Maybe that y my HEART is tucked away in my SOCK. It seems like every time I bring it out it gets a lil more damaged. Its like having a glass action figure as a kid..... Its beautiful and rare. U wanna show it off to the world, but every time u do.... It gets more and more chipped and a little more cracked. I wanna show off what I have, but I'm running out band-aids.

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