Memoirs of a Socialite: Crush on U

Ok.... I like u. But I don't like u like u. Ur cool and we have fun when we hang out. But I don't think we like each other the same way. This is the story of my life. I know I'm not the only one thats been thru that.... But what do u do with that? When U like someone enough but clearly not as much as they like u. I mean GEEEEEEEZ!!!!!

Has anyone seen an episode of "What Chilli Wants?" Evonne is the one that turned me on to VH-1 and there countless hours of reality tv programming. So I watched this show and I think this girl is NUTZ. She has this list of things she wants and needs. This list gets pretty direct tho. "No eating Pork!" 4 REAL???? I mean who on EARTH is that picky?

ME!!!!!

Its sounds crazy but that's how I feel. Not to sound like I'm bragging but when people show interest in me..... I tear them apart. What I like about them. What I don't like. From Teeth to Hair to Shoes. Am I too picky? Thinking back to the ex's... HELL maybe I wasn't picky enough. But is it wrong to want to find someone: cute, funny, sexy, employed, with a car, that loves the Lord, likes going on dates, not cheap, good in bed..... GREAT IN BED, not too dependent, not too independent... lol, loves love, not too many kids, gets along with my friends, loves to travel, not gonna pressure me into a 6pack, loves them some JASON, can cook, likes cartoons, can handle my mood swings, down to earth, likes fun, drinks (but not too much)...... That's not asking a lot is it? I mean I'm just saying. This person right here is the person I have a crush on.

God I sound just like Chilli. This is gonna be a long 2010.