Memoirs of a Socialite: Reflection

So I had this idea to make this blog a little more personal. My idea is to document my life BIGG and small. To share my journey with everyone. I'm sure some people won't care. And to them I say..... GET THE FUCK OFF MY BLOG. LMAO!!!!

So I find myself lately doing a lot of reflecting on the past. Good and bad. Things I handled well, as well as my short comings. I'm trying to learn from experiences and move forward. From the outside looking in my life seens great. I have a great family: 2 Sisters 1 Brother that I'd walk across hot coals and broken glass for. A loving mother..... She's not perfect but she's MINE!!! A great group of friends.... Shout out to the "Miss Honey" Crew. But theres this one element I always seem to miss out on. A partner. A lover. A Boo. Whatever u wanna call it, it's not there.

Its funny, My sis Nicole and I just had this convo about getting Boo's. Well where the hell are they? Eddy's Married with kids. Beth's minutes away from jumping the broom. I want to settle down too. Now don't get me wrong, I'm not rushing anything. I don't want any kids so I don't have to worry about getting too old to make that happen. But want I want is to kick back on the couch with my head in my Baby's lap, while we watch some scary movie and the play in my braids. That's how I wanna end my day. I keep hearing John Legend in my head "Where did my baby go? I wonder where she ran off to. I miss my baby so. I'm calling but I can't get thru. Please tell that girl if u meet her, that someones longing to see her."

I mean Who ever thought that the absence of one person in your life could leave so much emptiness in ur heart. I wanna love and be loved in return. I want to want and be wanted in return. I want to feel and be felt in return. I want love. I'm trying to wait patiently, and so far I thing I've done a good job. But I'm not sure what the hell CUPID is waiting on, but it better be GOOD. Again, I feel like I have to repeat this. I' m HAPPY. I'm about to Graduate. I'm successful in my career. Happy in my social life. I just wanna share that with someone.

That's all.

Pt 2 coming soon........