Memoirs of a Socialite: Hey Young World

I'm in a good place.  LOOK OUT WORLD!!! I'm BACK....

All I needed was a swift kick in the ass to get me back on my GRIND. 

Thank U WORLD... for not letting me give up...

I've had to kiss a couple frogs on my way, but I definitely am on my way to find what I've always wanted. 

Hey Young World...

I gotta new attitude. 

I gotta new outlook. 

I gotta new support. 

I gotta new drive. 

Jason Urban Socialite Curry 7.0 (new & improved)

Memoirs of a Socialite: Please Excuse my Tears

Please excuse my tears.  I didn't mean to be emotional.  I meant to be a 6'4" ROCK.  I meant to be an emotionless vessel.  

Normally my feelings are tucked so far away... Or are they?  Cuz if they were How is it possible to constantly be hurt the way I am?  How is it possible to be constantly let down like I am? 

I think I need to do a better job of guarding ME...  But if I do that then am I being fair to who or whatever's next? 

I'm confused.  I don't get it... And I'm tired of trying to make sense of it all.  

Memoirs of a Socialite: God do u forgive ME?

U ever feel so caught up in ur own life that u forget u aren't alone? Its crazy cuz I was always taught to trust God on Everything.... BIGG and small.  But when I got into a situation I was so convinced that I was alone...

I'm glad I was wrong. 

God do u forgive ME?  Forgive me for almost turning my back on U completely?  Forgive me for losing sleep worrying about the things I turned over to u.... The same things I said I put in ur hand. 

God u showed me the type of God I really serve.  All i can do is say I'm Sorry and it will never happen again. 

God do u Forgive ME?