Memoirs of a Socialite: My Forbidden Fruit

I shouldn't be writin this... But I am

I shouldn't be thinkin this... But I am

I shouldn't be feelin this... But I am

I can't help it. I've always been a rebel at heart. I've always been the kid that did what he was told not to. Or did what others said he couldn't. I'm sittin here and I can't help but to think about U. I can't stop it. I try to ignore it.... That doesn't work. I don't know how to control it, at least not yet. I gotta admit.... some times I feel WEAK for feelin this way about u. Its beyond me... I can't control it... Or force it to be, U know, what I want it to be.

So what do I do with this? What do I say about this? Do I even tell u what I'm REALLY FEELIN? Or do I keep on like I been doin? Keepin to myself with all this goin on in my head? I need a Drink.... LOL. Just sumthin to take the edge off.

The funniest part of all this is that I have all these people fighting to get to know me. But I can't get u out me head.... DAMN that Forbidden Fruit