Memoirs of a Socialite: 06-08-2010.... Bittersweet

Today I'm sad. Its a sadness that leads to uncontrollable crying..... Or blank stares at the ceiling.... Or calls forwarded to VoiceMail. Its one of them days. As much as I held out hope for change.... Reality sets in. I feel like life just crashed in on me a lil bit. I just need to be alone... In a corner of my home reflecting. I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. I just want to deal and move on. Move forward. Move past all this.
I'm really not looking forward to Saturday. But I gotta be there for my MAMA.... This is a lot to take on at one time. But I'm gonna be here for here... I'm tired but this is the life of a man I guess

And speaking of being there..... Thank U. U've been there for me the entire time. Beginning to End. I cried in ur ear even when u didn't know I was crying. lol. Thank U. U've really shown me what friendship is about. U know who U are....

Love,

Tha Urban Socialite.......

RIP Dorothy Lewis