Janet Jackson - Discipline

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Look..... For the record, I'm STILL SINGLE!!! For everyone that thought or heard or read or whatever else. I am very much SINGLE. And I'm HAPPY!!! That is all

Memoirs of a Socialite: If I had ONE WISH

U ever wish u could have that one wish granted? If u could, what would it be? I know what mine would be......

I wish I had Grandparents.....

I listen to my friends tell there "Crazy Grandma Stories" and I gotta be honest I get a lil jealous. I mean I can vaguely recall my Grandfathers wooden cane, but my Grandmother is a blur. A mystery even. I remember being in 3rd grade and went around the class telling what we did over the summer. My story because I was the Jason I am..... Hang Gliding with my Grandmother.... Yep! That's what I came up with. (Really Jason? lmao) But I honestly don't remember her at all. It makes me kinda sad. She could have told me about the race riots in Harvey (1969) I mean she lived thru it. My Grandpa could have told me how to shave or the story of how they met, or sumthin.

Now before u start feelin all sorry for me..... I'm not over here cryin my eyes out or nothin like that. I just find myself thinkin sometimes. And this is just one of those thoughts that stick out to me. I sometimes just wonder if they would be proud of me.... Or what?

Memoirs of a Socialite: SHADE......Ok but don't judge.

I really need to get this of my chest. Ok I know u read my BLOG (thank U). I know u've been readin it for a while and thats cool. I gotta be real honest with u. I have a crush on ur BFF. I mean like a real crush. Like if we would have met sooner I would have never entertained anything with u to begin with. I know this is gonna piss u off but honesty is the best policy right? Well HONESTLY, I want to SMASH ur BFF. Its crazy cuz I can think back to times when we were all together and I would find myself picturing them in ur place. I know I'm wrong but again I'm Being Honest. I'm not gonna say who u are or who they are cuz that would be a mess..... But what I will say is if I weren't a good guy I could have went when I had the chance, but I didn't. UR WELCOME.

Memoirs of a Socialite: Nocturnal Keystrokes...

I know I'm late..... I've been at work all day then went off the grid for a while to recover from the day. But ANYWAY....

Father's Day:

So I've been getting text messages and emails from "friends" all day wishing me a Happy Fathers Day. Really? U think I have a secret stash of kids somewhere? DUH!!! There isn't. But anyway, Father's Day has never been something I celebrated. I've never looked forward to it, or shopped for it, or even remembered when it was. I mean what would be the point? I never had a father to celebrate this with. I never had anyone teach me how to shave, stand up and piss, tie my shoe but my MOM. Its funny, I sit back and think about how I learned to tie a tie. I learned that from watchin an episode of the "Fresh Prince." Nice right? TV was my daddy, between The Cosby Show and other shows featuring a father that were present..... They raised me. Its kinda sad when U look back on it... ?But it is what it is. Welcome to my reality.

Now this isn't a low blow to anybody out there doin there thing like a Father should. I look up to U guys. I mean if God sees fit for me to every be a father I know I can be better then mine.

Thanx 80's & 90's sitcoms I think I turned out OK

Memoirs of a Socialite: 06-08-2010.... Bittersweet

Today I'm sad. Its a sadness that leads to uncontrollable crying..... Or blank stares at the ceiling.... Or calls forwarded to VoiceMail. Its one of them days. As much as I held out hope for change.... Reality sets in. I feel like life just crashed in on me a lil bit. I just need to be alone... In a corner of my home reflecting. I don't want anyone feeling sorry for me. I just want to deal and move on. Move forward. Move past all this.
I'm really not looking forward to Saturday. But I gotta be there for my MAMA.... This is a lot to take on at one time. But I'm gonna be here for here... I'm tired but this is the life of a man I guess

And speaking of being there..... Thank U. U've been there for me the entire time. Beginning to End. I cried in ur ear even when u didn't know I was crying. lol. Thank U. U've really shown me what friendship is about. U know who U are....

Love,

Tha Urban Socialite.......

RIP Dorothy Lewis

Memoirs of a Socialite: Today I just need a HUG

I'd give anything for someone to just wrap their arms around me and tell me "It'll be ok." I might not believe them but at least it would comfort me for the moment... This has been the longest most emotional day ever. I woke up this morning: Everything was fine. I go to sleep tonight: Aunt is on life support, lost a couple friends, & had a break down at work. Could this day get any worse? I mean..... When it rains it pours ain't even the words to describe it. Who would think the health of a woman I haven't seen in over a year could send my world into a tailspin.

God.... If u hear me. Can U cut me a little slack? I mean I'm tired of the trials and tribulations. I'm sick of the rough side of the Mountain. Can I get over to the other side already? I know I'm not perfect... I might not even deserve a blessing right now..... But can I get it anyway? Lord can U just protect my family and make everything OK again? I don't wanna see my mama hurt over the current status of her oldest sister. I don't wanna feel the emotional woes of life. I wanna smile again. I wanna be HAPPY. I want everything to work out for the better. Is that ok? I think my Aunt has been thru enough and just deserves a HEALING. I'm praying healing over her RIGHT NOW. I'm praying peace in my own life..... For my own situation.

Most of all I'm praying for a HUG. Tell me "It'll be ok."

Memoirs of a Socialite: a letter to THE LIAR

Dear Liar......

I'm a 27 y/o College Grad, Grad Student, Honor Student, with a good job, a Great set of friends, and Family that loves me. What do u have? EXACTLY...... NOTHING!!! I get y u would hate on me to the point that u'd make up things about me. At the end of the day ur a very sad person that lives a very sad life. U have nothing, U are nothing, and U'll always be nothing. I feel so sorry for u. Ur life must suck a whole hell of a lot to come around after all this time and attempt to kick up some shit. Is this what it takes to give ur life some type of excitement? Thats too bad. Y not spend some of this time becoming something more then the second shift FRY COOK? I see y my life is so amazing to u...... I'm a fuckin ROCK STAR compared to u.

U hoez really get me. I mean really. U really think after all the shit that went on between us we could be friends? I mean u stole from me, u pawned my shit, used me, not to mention all the mental BULLSHIT. U must be out ya mutha fuckin mind........ This is gonna sound real mean... and I know it will but if I saw u homeless on the streets I wouldn't spit in ur direction. That's how I feel about u. U made my life HELL.... I had to start all over because of U. Rebuild friendships, mend relationships, I had to learn how to trust. All because of the FAT FRY COOK. Then u turn around and friend request me on FB..... U really think so? Cut it out.

Let me tell u this last thing..... Take care of home. Before u get so wrapped up in my business, get ur own shit together. While U all over there playin house wife.... Ur in it all alone U dumb FUCK. Don't believe me? Check those text messages. I know I've seen them. Maybe u should too. Callin me for relationship advice? U think I give 2 shits if y'all make it til tomorrow let alone next year. GET REAL!!!

Love Always,

Jason A. Curry, I

Memoirs of a Socialite: Online Dating 101

Yeah I said it..... ONLINE DATING!!!! Y'all out there doin it but everybody runnin around like "Not ME!" So lets talk about it. I wanna know what your experiences are. What happened? What did u like? What didn't u like? What happened?

I'll start:

I've tried online dating before.... With NO SUCCESS!!! Now don't get me wrong, I've come across some really cool people in my time but as far as meeting the one or getting close to the one.... NOT SO MUCH. But I know people that swear by it. Like the only way they'll date is if its thru the computer. I guess.

I just like to date that's all. I like to get OUT and meet people. I don't judge.... To each its own.

Sidebar:

There are some REALLY UGLY PEOPLE online. And they are BOLD. I mean BOLD. Look at me... Then look at u. U think U have a chance? Come on now. I haven't hit ROCK BOTTOM. Thirsty ASSES!!!!! Ewwwwww