HangOver Blues.......

U know I was thinkin.... Y do we do it to ourselves? Y do we drink to the point that its just not fun anymore? Or to the point that we black out and wake up Naked in the Bathroom floor of a hotel room..... DON'T JUDGE!!!!! Y? Given all the scientific information and studies out there regarding the long term affects of drinkin..... Y do we still do it to the degree that we can hardly function the next morning?

Are u having fun throwing up? Are u enjoying that headache? I just never understood that. Like..... I like to party, I mean I REALLY LIKE TO PARTY. But to the point that u have to get dragged out of somewhere or ur callin off work. Fun shouldn't affect ur life, especially ur professional life. Who does that?

Ok..... what about drinking at home alone? Is that ok? I'm not talking a cocktail. I'm talking about getting FUCKED UP..... alone tho! Is that cool? I never thought so. I mean I don't judge, to each his own, but to me there's some deeper issues there when u plan to sit at home ALONE for the EVENING and just get drunk. That's Alcoholic soundin ain't it? I just want someone to let me know cuz I just don't get it. I can't see sittin in the house just drinkin. Then what?

..... OK after all my rambling I think what I'm gonna do is stop drinkin. At least for a while. I think We make alcohol so much more important to a good time than it really is. So as of March 1st I'm not drinknin for a while. We'll see how long this last. I just wanna test it out.