Peace/Freedom

U know.....
I'm feeling poetic
Like poetry should be
Dripping from my lips
Streaming from my finger tips.
But where do I Begin?
Where do I end?
There's so much to be said,
for not saying anything

PEACE
Lets talk peace
PLEASE?

The peace that passes all understanding.
Can I get some of that?
Please?
Just a moment of.......
PEACE!!!
Peace be Still.
PLEASE?

There's nowhere I can find peace.
The harvest of my dreams.
I want to be free.
..... But U won't let me.

Fashion Victims

Ok.... Just for a minute I have to touch on it.

SHOUT OUT TO THE FASHION VICTIMS.

I feel like u people give me purpose at times. I mean I feel a certain civic responsibility to discuss what ur wearing, and y. lol.

The "Over Doin it" ones: U people are so serious about what ur doin. I mean u take hours to get ready, u create ur own uproar of sorts over what ur gonna be doin. I'm all for puttin in time to look nice, but are u for real? I mean SERIOUSLY!!!! Cut it out. Sure we're waitin to see what ur wearin next...... THATS BECAUSE WE ARE ALL SECRETLY TALKIN BEHIND UR BACK...... DUH!!!!

The "I Just don't Give a F**k" ones: It shows. U just look like u gave up. U care. Everyone cares. But the difference between u and them is that U quit mid way thru. I'm just sayin. U can take an extra step to match ur shoes to ur shirt. U can IRON!!! U can comb ur hair. U can coordinate ur clothes so that we aren't all staring. Cuz if u don't we will be.

I'm not sayin I'm perfect, but what I am sayin is I try. I put forth an effort. I have good looks and bad ones. But I learn from my mistakes and keep it movin. Fashion is a constantly evolving Monster. We gotta keep up with the times. Or at least look good tryin.

Come on People. IT'S 2010.

HangOver Blues.......

U know I was thinkin.... Y do we do it to ourselves? Y do we drink to the point that its just not fun anymore? Or to the point that we black out and wake up Naked in the Bathroom floor of a hotel room..... DON'T JUDGE!!!!! Y? Given all the scientific information and studies out there regarding the long term affects of drinkin..... Y do we still do it to the degree that we can hardly function the next morning?

Are u having fun throwing up? Are u enjoying that headache? I just never understood that. Like..... I like to party, I mean I REALLY LIKE TO PARTY. But to the point that u have to get dragged out of somewhere or ur callin off work. Fun shouldn't affect ur life, especially ur professional life. Who does that?

Ok..... what about drinking at home alone? Is that ok? I'm not talking a cocktail. I'm talking about getting FUCKED UP..... alone tho! Is that cool? I never thought so. I mean I don't judge, to each his own, but to me there's some deeper issues there when u plan to sit at home ALONE for the EVENING and just get drunk. That's Alcoholic soundin ain't it? I just want someone to let me know cuz I just don't get it. I can't see sittin in the house just drinkin. Then what?

..... OK after all my rambling I think what I'm gonna do is stop drinkin. At least for a while. I think We make alcohol so much more important to a good time than it really is. So as of March 1st I'm not drinknin for a while. We'll see how long this last. I just wanna test it out.

Family.....

Family can really shock the shit outta u. Its crazy. Right? Who would have thought that the 4 of us would be the same (maybe even a little better)? I love it.

Eddy

Beth

Nicole

I love u guys. I really do

Funny how time Flies.....

Have u ever paid attention to how much things change in a YEAR?
















Crazy.... Right?

..... Hmmm Whats to come?

U know... for some reason I'm just not feeling 2010. U know usually a new year means new adventures, new starts, new beginnings. This one for me hasn't been so new and exciting. Its been more aggravating.

A continued fight with an old friend

A new fight with an old friend.... lol

Falling out over MONEY.

More work.

Less Jason time.

A relationship on the fence.

I'm not sure whats u got in store for me 2010, but it better be good BITCH. Cuz I'm tired already. If this is how this year is gonna go can I have 2009 back please? She was a little boring, but she had waaaaaay less drama.