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Thursday, October 8, 2009

I'm just over it......

U know when I started this blog I thought I was gonna have a little fun, maybe get some things off my chest. I never expected this. I never thought I would deal in all this emotion, all these issues. I just wasn't expectin it. But for the first time I get it. I get y the mood swings come. I get y I act the way I do. I deal with everything on my own. My mother is caught up in her own finacial woes. My sister is knee deep in diapers and a new family. My boyfriend is caughht between what his future holds and wanting to hold on to yester-years. My best friend is just trying to keep it together. So I deal with it on my own. I take on everyone elses problems and put mine on the back burner. I can kinda go to certain people on my list. Not everyone. And of those, not all the time. So what do I do?

1 comments:

Unknown said...

We will always make time for you. You can come over and change a couple of those dirty diapers and talk it out. You are very important to your sister and I think your kinda special too. We don't have the same issues and problems but I will always have an ear to lend you.