U ever have one of "Those" days When u just want some one to make it all better? I mean just wrap their arms around u til it all goes away days. That's my day. I mean it started out great. Woke up early this morning. Walked the dog. Got ready for work. U know the regular routine. When I got in the car and backed out the drive way I felt a force puing back to the house. I should've went with that.
Other than wanting to take my finger and press the arm on the clock to help the time pass on it seemed like a regular day. I mean I still had the normal things kinda weighing on me. But I was cool. I'm strong. I can handle it. Right? Maybe not.
I mean lets just be real..... This 6'4" 250+ frame of mine might look "Ford Tough"..... But shit. I'm human. I'mma a regular ol' person. I bleed when I'm cut and cry when I'm sad. I mean how much pressure and stress am I supposed to take before I cry out "uncle", before I throw in the towel. It just seems that I work hard.... press forward..... and just get knockwd down every time.
Who would have thought that a little flat tire would be that straw to break the camels back. I mean when I say it out loud it doesn't seem that bad. Its just a flat. Right? But when u add that to all the rest of the regular expenses, and all the everyday pressures, I just feel like I can't take anymore. Lord please...... a little help here. I mean really. Can I get a break? I just want to breathe for a minute. I'll man up in a minute and come back to it.... but can I get 5 minutes?
Oh well. Are u there Vodka? It's me Jason. Its been a realy long day and I could use a hug.... lol
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Jason- I thank God you are OK- blown tires has always scared me the most- I often think about it when Im speeding up the road- Aint shit I can do from halfway across the country- but here is my cybedr hug- I dont think I tell you very often (if ever) how much I genuinely love you and value you this here friendship we have built but Its my hope that you know, deep down inside, how much- not to get too Patti on you- but you ARE my friend. I thank God for you and your safety and Ill be sure to do it again before I Go to sleep- Sweet dreams and much love-
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